- me wants. - you'll gets! (c)
there are such moments when you actually don't like anyone. And these moments may last for ages till you suddenly look at someone and think: Well..he is good..maybe.
Trying to reach that level of understanding, trying to show your readiness to help/talk/discuss/com-mu-ni-ca-te (in all possible senses), trying to give maybe something special.
And this is actually the good opportunity for me myself to understand why do I want, and do I actually WANT to write to that person? Is he of a great value or just a passer by.
And all of a sudden I see that all efforts are for fuck's sake are mizerable. Cuz not I am the one who is stupid (though I definitely am, hehe), but HE didn't understand my intentions at all!
And I think: What a fuck! There's still noone new who could possibly be stronger than I am.
That's too disappointing.
Farrrfie just...doesn't...doesn't have any feelings about it. おやおや。。。僕はそんなのうそつき。。。 感情がたくさんあるから、生活はそんあにかんたんではないそうだ。 お前。。知っているか。。しらないか。。今はぜんぜん大事では。。ない

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